I came to a conclusion recently … a new personal understanding of some sort … 

… one of the unconscious sources of my inspiration is this well hidden & rather profound sense of melancholia in beautiful women … and by beautiful I am talking about their way of thinking, their heart … and by melancholia I don’t mean depression or self-pity … but this subtle air of longing that once you recognize, it’s hard to ignore … and harder to photograph really … you can try to imitate it but it’ll become more like a caricature … and you certainly can’t force it …. you can simply hope when the moment arrives you are ready for it … without disturbing it.